You rocked my world..

updates

2011-09-08T17:15:00.000-07:00

My! its been a long time since i update my blog..it was left dead since ages ago??LOL
hmm..okayy...*awkward silence*
hahahaha..
heehhehehehe..
kekekekekke...
><
i want a boyfriend as hot,as sexy,as caring,as cool as Nickhun *ahhhhhhhhh* drools
bt mind though,its not really real as in the couple thingy,
bt when they get together, they were really sweet =p
however,
recently some news bout them leaving WGM made me sad =[
i dowan them to seperate TT
they'll always make my day
*doong doong!* kyaaaaaaa~ <3

and 16th sept will be parry hall's reunion soiree..
us scholars com will be performing dance hehe..
hopefully we can be the best of all,
and everyone coorperating together to make the best performance =p
looking forward!
dancing rawks! <3

and currently the single me,
shall officially announce that im happy being single hehe! =D
single is free, where u get the freedom to do anything u like,
single rocks, you get to go anwhere without telling anyone,
all in all, for every single i know here,
its not cause you not good or anything,
God is fair,
He thinks that it isnt the right time for us to be in a relationship yet,
anyway, theres this saying that goes,
save the best for the last =P

toodles! till we meet again =]]]

16.7

2011-07-16T00:26:00.000-07:00

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just wanna tell u..
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hey..will YOU ever read this post?

2011-07-07T09:59:00.000-07:00

will you ever read this post, and know that im missing u every night?
will you ever read this post, and know that when i said i love you, i mean it?
will you ever read this post, and know how much i've sacrificed for you?
will you ever read this post, and know what i feel when u doubt my loyalty towards you?

do you know how much i missed you?
do you know how much i wanted to hold your hand?
do you know how much i've been wishing that we could be official?
do you know how much i wanted to see you everyday,everytime, wishing that you were standing right there, at that corner, waiting for me?
do you know that i've been always waiting for you to come down for your dinner?
do you know that i've been constantly aiming down at your door everytime im in front of the mirror?that was the best angle to your room....

you wont,cause u never know that i have a BLOG.

It's just another night....when i'm missing you

2011-06-19T10:35:00.000-07:00

its been such a long time since i've been blogging agn..
well..
many things happen around me lately,
which theres no way i can tell them all..

tonight is just another night where no replies from u,no,nothing.
i know i'm supposed to be getting used to this.
but then,getting used to it doesnt mean that i've got over it

one month,exactly,that you've been ignoring me or somehow,like u don't wanna talk to me anymore..we've talked,but not the same way as before..have u got tired of me?i asked u whats happening.and u said i wouldnt understand..hell yeah!! how am i supposed to understand when u dint even want to tell me a single thing??there's this one thing that i dont understand..why couldnt u open up to me??cant u just like tell me..where ur going?wad ur doing?just to stop me from questioning u the same thing everytime bout ur daily stuff?can't u just tell me any interesting stuff dat happen to u in school??well..i think u hate ur school,u hate ur classmates,u hate ur life right?

jeez
i really so hate myself when i cant stop thinking of u..
how embarassed i was..to cry in redbox where my friends are with me..
they were like :"OMFG WHY ARE U CRYING???"
tears just kept pouring down uncontrollably
and i couldnt stop it
my eyes were swollen when i walk to the toilet and look myself into the mirror..
everyone look at me like:"wth was with this woman??"
i kept avoiding eye contacts with various ppl
and that really suck to the core.

and i admitted..although i dont want to
i miss you.
i really really do.
i know for the past few ones,
i've managed to let go
this time,
lets see how long i need.
anyways,
they say..time heals all wounds right?

i've stop reading back our messages every night.
i've stop looking at your pictures every now and then.
and now,
it's time for me to stop thinking you're the only one.

2011-06-04T06:39:00.000-07:00

These days dang emo la..
obviously its cuz of u..
since dat day we stopped texting..
u nev reply me..
and just say u no mood..
wth..
i hate it man!!
and now like u keep avoiding me lor..wad u mean huh

and every time only play games..
wad happen to ur studies?
dont give up so easily la.
wads important is ur Os..
now can stop playing dota and start studying?
u play hard also must study hard k?
pls..

*strength is obtained by overcoming obstacles.Life is going to knock u down and trying to keep u down.It's up to u to find strength,get up and keep living!*

post MYE

2011-05-17T19:47:00.000-07:00

Ahhh~
seems like ages since i updated my blog..
sorry peeps..
too busy nowadays ><
btw, MYE's over!! total taste of freedom!!! wohoooooo xD

these few days san jie really tulan me alot..
u noe?ppl's patience gt limit d..dont go beyond it..this is not a one day two day thingy..its accumulated i tell u..
k not gonna elaborate on this if nt i tulan agn ==

and just read xiao xiao mei's blog bout my bio haha..so touched!! <3
love her lots sia..actually she veh pretty d..next time i write ur bio for u *winks*

and to the another who.
u may not be reading this as u dunno...
bt then i dont like d feeling of being neglected k? pls be more caring and considerate k? just promise me u'll do ur best..hope u can really make up to my expectations and in the same time..jiayous in ur studies!! I <3 U !!

BTW PEEPS,
IM GOING BACK ON 8th JUNE!!!
anyone dating me out??haha..my schedule may be almost full hahaha..
damn zilian..just jk la..
u all set time then i see if i free anot..
really miss u guys alot sia ><
bt im going back on 26th june erh D=

anyways..
haha it'll end here ba i guess..times ticking and i got dream high to watch =DD
dream high FTW!!!

i miss you.

2011-02-18T08:52:00.000-08:00

a mixture of damn lot feelings..
i'm just missing you.i miss penang.i miss my school.

too tired to say anything,too tired to do anything
im over exhausted these days..
and common test,sec3 camp,syf is coming up soonly..
still plan to join ascom..
will i get to cope all of these?
lets hope i can..
just pray for me that i can..

nvm,i guess i will stress and make myself as busy as possible..
stupiak =s

music exchange.

2011-01-29T08:52:00.000-08:00

hmm..today went for music exchange in st patricks at marina parade..
woah..5.30 woke up le..1st time since i came to sg lol..
i never wake up so early before..=s
when i thought i was going to d mrt station all alone in such wee hours of d day,i saw aaron n wei huang heading towards mrt station too haha..
so i followed them lor..
they going to d music echange as well haha..such coincidence!!=DD

had some marching in d morning,cause we're gonna take a vid for syf..
honestly, pcghs band marching skills are way better than them..lol.
they cant even walk properly wif tumit!!! ><
then i asked them..just dat i noe..they hardly practice marching unless needed ==
and their drum major..waliao..
all schools same one!!!
drum major din even dare to throw mace!!!
haha..suddenly so proud of my PCGHS =DD

had simple lunch of mcdonalds mcchicken..
cost me 2 dollars..=x
then all members went to d hall to gather up and play or songs..
each school get a chance to play..
so dats how its called music exchange..
our instructor asked bout our opinions about d other band's performance..
smtg like intonation,rhythm,tempo n stuff..haha

reached back school at almost 6 pm..
hungry so i ate my own lunchbox..
then i walked to compass point and went to buy a drink before going back..
so damn thirsty!!!
went back had dinner agn..
went up room wee ning lemme eat cookies!!!
MARKS & SPENCERS COOKIES RAWKED!!!

omg..had so much in a night..
gonna get fat soon ><
gotta sleep..
night guys
sweet dreams =DD

XOXO.

Crap.

2011-01-18T08:00:00.000-08:00

I just wish to crap my way here..
i hate tonight.
2 diff person,talking lies to me..
wth..
lie to ppl so syok ka??
u syok i behsyok le..
wad u think if ppl lie to u?
im afraid of believing u agn..
even is little joke..
u truly truly hurt tiok me le..

I'm not upset that you lied to me,
I'm upset that from now on I can't believe you

S

2011-01-15T08:54:00.001-08:00

sigh.
now still figuring out whch cca should i join..winds or string orchestra????tuba or saxophone or violin???? =s (can someone tell me which to join??)
sorry guys for nt being updating for this long..hectic life i can say..
lessons start from 7-3 or 4 smtg(according to day) and there will be cca after school..i once came back to my hostel at 7 smtg!!! (which has already been a normal thing to my seniors here..zzz)
haiz..
i admit i've nt being a good girl here..
same old thing..sleeping in class..x.x
bt i've somehow changed..I PASSED UP MY HOMEWORK ON TIME!!!=] *cheers man!!*

erm..
couldnt really specifically describe my feelings..
its all mashed up..
sometimes i find it fun here..
bt sometimes i really wish i can get back to where i belong T.T
I MISS MY HOME!
I MISS MY FRIENDS IN PCGHS!
I MISS MY BAND MEMBERS!
I MISS EVERYTHING!!!!
somehow, i hate crying in front of my roomies..
ugly =x

however, im grateful that i have great seniors here..
they fun, easy-going, caring, freindly...
and my roomies..
sometimes it really gets down to my nerves..
bt no matter wad, they're still my roomies..
and i cant possibly stay here 2 years detesting them..
so now im trying to get things right.
hopefully i can =]
they're still good roomies after all ;p

just finish watching those vids of our comps on youtube..
those memories..
suddenly came back all at once..
well..tears broke down..
i miss my band life..T.T
dat day when i went for audition, i came up to band.and i was like "finally, i got home"
bt i blowed my tuba damn bad..cuz i dun wanna get back to this instru..
i wanna learn a new instru!!>< bt now..i quite regret le =s
my seniors all said i better get back to band..cuz have more chance to go for the singapore youth festival this year..
so now i think i'll go try tuba and hopefully they let me join the comp and activities =]

well..stop here..will try to update as soom as possible =p
bye peeps!

xoxo.

8

2010-12-08T17:25:00.000-08:00

haiz..8 more days..
and i'll leave my beloved friends..T.T
so bu she de...

laopo..
well..words really couldnt express my feelings..
just..
i'll miss those times when we sms late at night..
i'll miss those times when we hold hands together..
i'll miss those times when u give me huggies..
i'll miss those times when u call me to cheer up..
i'll just miss those..
thx laopo, for everything..
even little things u did..i'll cherish them..
and u're still mine..<3
*i dont know whether u'll be missing me or not..bt im sure dat i'll miss u like hell =p

yam..
here, i give u my word..
i'll never forget u..i mean WE..
u will always be our one and only yam..
no one will ever replace u in our hearts..
dont be scared dat our friendship will change..
cause its NOT gonna happen..=D
i'll miss u..
*when we come back lets go shopping together agn!!!=D

k3a..
next year all going different directions..
bt still, hearts in k3a..
k3a forever!!
all the best to everyone!!! =]

band..
hmm..all the best,juniors and seniors..
hope to see u all get prizes!!
strive for the better!!! =D

xoxo.

2010-11-14T07:57:00.001-08:00

you left me hanging..
say this, say that
and then say ur joking..wtf

2010-10-31T09:01:00.001-07:00

不出声，不代表我不介意，只是说不出口；
不哭，不代表我心中不难受，只是不想让你看到我脆弱的样子；
没有表明，不代表我不爱你，只是太没勇气了。

其实我很介意；
其实我很难受；
其实我太爱你了。

毕业典礼

2010-10-25T11:07:00.000-07:00

我知道现在写这个有点迟..
但还是写了..
因为只有这里..
我才会不时回来读一下那些属于我的回忆..

星期六,
毕业典礼那天..
本来以为我不会哭..
哪里知道..
我在礼堂时已经开始在默默地哭了..
只是在歌没吹完之前..
成功地阻止了眼泪不让它掉下来..
那也许是我在乐队里出的最后一场了..
想要吹完这首歌..
却无法办到..
无法让它有个完美的结尾..

走出礼堂..
以为一切结束了..
要把乐器放回音乐室..
他们又说要在视听室再吹一首歌..
这次让乐灵挥..
乐灵一挥完..
就看到她哭了..
队员们也一个一个眼睛红了..
连思晶也哭了..
再也受不了..
从来不会在别人面前哭的我..
终于崩溃了..
哭得比谁都惨..
真是超级的丢脸!
乐灵也说了..
不管吹得好不好,
在他们心中,
我们永远是最棒的乐队!!!
我爱槟华乐队!!!
大家都是最棒的!!!

不知哭了多久..
心情平静了一点后,
要收乐器的时候,
芳心过来安慰我,
叫我不要哭了..
看到她,
我又再哭了 =.=
之后,
李湘也来安慰我..
又来了!
又哭!
我一天到底要哭几次啊!!!
记得芳心那天说了一句:
"你是一个很好的队员"
我告诉她..
"你也是一个很好的队长!!"
谢谢F5三大,
谢谢F4四大,
也谢谢大家..
让我在中学这三年来拥有美好的回忆..
乐队已是我生命的一部分..
我喜欢与大家一起努力,
一起奋斗一起出场比赛!!
可惜明年没有这个机会了..T.T
真的很对不起大家..
如果可以的话,
我明年会尽量从新加坡赶回来看大家比赛!!
到时候,
我希望能看到更棒的乐队!!
你们一定能的!!

i miss those days

2010-10-14T08:40:00.000-07:00

i miss those days
when we have our heart-to-heart conversation
i miss those days
when i don't have to keep any secrets from you
i miss those days
when u laugh to my jokes
i miss those days
when i can rely on your shoulder
i miss those days
when we work hard to make things perfect
i miss those days
when i'm not crying in the night
i miss those days.........

2010-10-07T09:07:00.000-07:00

其实我一直都在逃避
逃避现实
逃避自己
逃避问题
逃避烦恼
逃避责任

现在
我更想逃避你
对不起

第一次哭是因为你不在,
第一次笑是因为认识你,
第一次笑着流泪是因为不能拥有你...

2010-09-20T05:21:00.001-07:00

i had a damn bad dream last night..
i dreamt i was left alone..
no one beside me..
where did u all go??
where were u when i need u??
then sudden feeling of being alone is creepy u know??
i hate this feeling..
i hate it so much..
i was scared that u all dont want me..
i woke up crying..
but who knows?
its midnight..
theres no one to comfort me..
how i wish u were beside me that time..
i felt so helpless..
i realised..
how important friends are to me..
they have the ability to make me happy when im down..
but they can make me sad in no time though..
they hold a special position in my heart i can say..
for
i dread the feeling of being alone..

friends..
i just wanna let u all know..
how much i appreciate u all..
thanks for being with me whenever i need u all..

i'm not crying

2010-09-12T10:10:00.000-07:00

closing my heart with my hands
this ain't coming from my heart-----
"i don't love you"

covering my eyes with a black cloth
i can't see you
thus
"i won't feel you"

locking up the cupboard full of memories
keep you away deep down the closet-----
"i am forgetting you"

with a cap on my head
i pull it down
and say
"im not crying"

假动作

2010-09-08T10:25:00.000-07:00

一直以来做的都是假动作
面对着连我自己都觉得陌生的人
真的快承受不了了
真的好难受~
好难受....
我快认不出自己了..
哪个才是真的我?

我知道
我不是你的什么人
没那个资格说什么...

我知道
我不可能取代她在你心里的位置
她..
对你来说..
也许
是无可取代的..

那我又能如何呢?
只好默默地站在一旁
看着你难过..痛苦
却又帮不上忙
请你告诉我..
我到底该如何???

2010-08-30T07:18:00.000-07:00

I'm tired..
I don't want to sense anything..
ask me..
i'll tell you i don't know..
and i don't want to know..

what if..
I'm not here some day..
will you miss me?
will you ask where have i been?
I ask myself these questions before..
and i hope to get some feedback..
but i didn't dare to risk this..
what if you don't really care?
what if you forget bout me?

but i know..
somehow..
after some time..
i still have to let you go..
no matter what..
we don't belong to each other..
we're from different worlds..

Letting go of someone dear to you is hard,
but holding on to someone who doesn't
even feel the same is much harder.
Giving up doesn't mean you are weak!
It only means that you are strong enough to let go!

2010-08-30T06:12:00.000-07:00

打滚在眼眶中的热泪

终于再次成功地模糊了我的视线

琴键上的黑白

早已分不清楚

只是双手情不自禁地

轻滩着那再也熟悉不过的曲子

那曾经带来幸福

带来微笑的曲子.....

2010-08-20T04:55:00.000-07:00

有时候我们像

认识很久很久的好朋友

有时候却感觉到

我离你好远好远..........

不知所措 =[

2010-08-17T09:05:00.000-07:00

I GOT SHORTLISTED TO THE INTERVIEW FOR ASEAN!! =D

interviews at traders hotel on 24th august

*teehee but dunno will get it anot..
scared i suck during the interviews =x*

2010-07-29T07:03:00.000-07:00

爱情不是花荫下的甜言，

不是桃花源中的蜜语，

不是轻绵的眼泪，

更不是死硬的强迫，

爱情是建立在共同语言的基础上的。

----莎士比亚

2010-07-27T03:00:00.000-07:00

I had a dream and it was about you ...

I smiled and recalled the memories we had ...

then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes ... you know why?

Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye ...

【怎麼開始忘了】張芸京 + 林隆璇

2010-07-20T02:53:00.000-07:00

琴鍵那麼重我用技巧去彈奏
情緒那麼濃我該用什麼去快樂
明明到最後在我失去了以後終於懂得
追夢若是片寬闊天空只是我從沒抽離過

吉他那麼重我亦無力去彈奏
不想做什麼誰能陪我輕唱那首歌
故事我不懂擁抱之後總是難以去承受
那些認真的內容都一閃而過

怎麼開始忘了我還能微笑
怎麼開始忘了我還有心跳
那些黑色的玩笑沒有受傷不會好
我們還在找

自己的生存之道
慢慢釋懷才能讓自己變好
朦朧的話只是無聊的暗號
流言傳來傳去　不知何時平息
該如何去面對　那不重要

great song ;D

Trip to KL~ 10/7/10

2010-07-11T14:44:00.000-07:00

reached KL at almost 2pm.. damn hungry so we voted for T.G.I.Fridays.. seriously, i thought it would be served in large servings for i recalled the dish i had 3 years ago..it looked sooo ENORMOUS that time.. bt now, it happened to be juz a BIG PLATE..n normal servings..kinda disappointed..heh >.<

Thank God It's Fridays!

decorations on the wall>>

Jing Ning's favourite

old calculator?0.o

sunset

Night scenes on the ferry back to Penang

last picture of the day ;p

to fill the hour-that is happiness =]

2010-07-11T14:09:00.000-07:00

champion for FIFA WORLDCUP 2010:
SPAIN!!!!!!
*wooooooooohooooooooooooooo*

pics for drum battle

2010-07-04T02:46:00.000-07:00

sorry the pics were nt well arranged..it went fr back to front according ly =x

shy mushmush!

chong cheng primary school =p

st. Xa

bagan jaya

chung ling ayer itam

pfs

peng hwa!!!!! <3>

st georges

chung hwa

jit sin

pic of d day!! PCGHS BAND ROCKS!!!

sorry this post is too outdate..
it took me a long time to upload these photos..

2010-06-29T08:33:00.000-07:00

hehs..

i think nows abit late to congratulate PCGHS band for getting emas in ytd's indoor concert competition ler..=D

bt theres a saying which goes, its never too late =p

so..

CONGRATULATIONS PCGHS BAND!!!
LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
GREAT JOB!!!

phone call in d evening..=p

2010-06-18T03:47:00.000-07:00

phone rings..

*mum*

me: yes?

mum: bro still sleeping?is he better??
blablablaaaa...

me:*ignores and continue on9*
okay okay..yes i will..okay..
OKAY..BYE..

Thats what friends are for =p

2010-06-16T00:27:00.000-07:00

One day,love and friendship met.

Love asked,
’ Why do you exist when I already exist?’

Friendship smiled and said.
‘To put a smile where you leave tears.’

2010-06-11T09:37:00.001-07:00

Love Quotes

That Should Be Me~

2010-06-11T08:52:00.000-07:00

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you
did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans
that you made with me
'cause baby I didn't

That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
till you believe that
That should be me

That should be me
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time
for my mistakes
It's funny how you use that time
to have me replaced
But did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin' to me
you're taken' him where we used to go
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart
it's working 'cause you know that

[Chorus:]
That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
till you believe that
That should be me

I need to know should I fight
for our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
this pain in my heart

[Chorus:]
That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me
holding your hand
that should be me
oh i makin you laugh, oh baby
that should be me
(that should be me givin you flowers)
that should be me
talking by hours that should be me, that should be me
that should be me
never shoulda let you go
I never shoulda let you go
that should be me

UPDATE.

2010-06-06T11:54:00.000-07:00

hmm..someone complained i din update my blog for long time dy..
so now im here to update..>.<

its a holiday now..two weeks holiday..
surprisingly,i didnt feel any excited at all..i mean..AT ALL..
can you guys believe it?0.o

everyone seems to have smtg to do in d holidays..
i have..i really do..
but it doesnt seem dat important..i just push it away and lazed around..wth.

just realised that i dun hav any motivation,any i-must-do thing..
how bout getting straight As in PMR?
having better grades in exam? (my results SUCK seriously this time)
finish up dat song i was learning for like 2 months ago? =.=
gettin a new bf? >.< (so not going to)
forgetting you perhaps? @.@

wad i need now is M.O.T.I.V.A.T.I.O.N.
need it to get on my life..
need it so i wont waste my 2 weeks holiday..
i just need it..

2010-05-27T09:31:00.000-07:00

I. CANT. STOP. MY. TEARS.

I. JUST. CANT.

Justin Bieber - Baby {for hui pin}xDD

2010-05-21T09:10:00.000-07:00

You know you love me
I know you care
Just shout whenever,
And I'll be there
You want my love
You want my heart
And we would never, ever, ever be apart

Are we an item?
Girl quit playin'
We're just friends,
What are you sayin'?
Said there's another as you look right in my eyes
My first love, broke my heart for the first time

And I was like
Baby, baby, baby ooh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Oh oh For you, I would have done whatever
And I just can't believe we ain't together
And I wanna play it cool
But I'm losin' you
I'll buy you anything
I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm in pieces
Baby fix me
And just shake me till you wake me from this bad dream
I'm goin down, down, down, down
And I just can't believe my first love won't be around

And I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

(Luda)
When I was 13, I had my first love
There was nobody compared to my baby
And nobody came between us, no one could ever come above
She had me going crazy, oh I was star-struck,
She woke me up daily, don't need no Starbucks(Woo! )
She made my heart pound, I skip a beat when I see her in the street
And at school on the playground but I really wanna see her on the weekend
She knows she got me dazing cuz she was so amazing
And now my heart is breaking but I just keep on saying...

Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like
Baby, baby, baby noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Baby, baby, baby ohhh
Like
Baby, baby, baby, noo
Like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I though you'd always be mine (mine)

I'm gone
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeahhh
Now I'm all gone
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeahhh
Now I'm all gone
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeahhh
Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, gone
I'm gone

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsty.com/lyrics/j/justin_bieber/#share

郭静 - 知道

2010-05-19T03:00:00.000-07:00

她讓你憔悴許多
她讓你不知所措
她一舉一動你不停的對我說

我微笑傾聽你說
我卻越聽越心痛
怎麼你說的不是我

她比我多了什麼
讓你願意耐心等候

我想知道她讓你痴心是什麼
我想知道她讓你瘋狂為什麼
我知道做得和她沒有不同
但是我卻不在你心中逗留

我想知道她哪裡比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什麼不同
我知道我比她付出的還多
可是我總換不了你的心動

你讓我憔悴很多
你讓我不知所措
你一舉一動我的心被牽著走

她不經意的走過
你就把我給冷落
嫉妒把我給吞沒

她比我多了什麼
讓你願意耐心等候

我想知道她讓你痴心是什麼
我想知道她讓你瘋狂為什麼
我知道做得和她沒有不同
但是我卻不在你心中逗留

我想知道她哪裡比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什麼不同
我知道我比她付出的還多
可是我總換不了你的心動

我知道了她那裡比我好更多
在你心中我永遠不可能會讓你心動
我知道我比她付出的還多
可是我
在你心中沒有她多

最进听着这首歌..
想起了当时,
我也是有着这样的心情..

哈哈!
放心!
现在没有了!
只是觉得这首歌很有意思..
想与大家分享..^^

2010-05-04T01:14:00.000-07:00

hola!!!
hahaah..gt plurk acc dy!!!

http://www.plurk.com/ahcha1221

add me ;D

2010-04-30T19:28:00.000-07:00

goddamn!!!
do u noe im jealous???

2010-04-22T08:24:00.001-07:00

I DON'T WANT.

听...海哭的声音

2010-03-30T07:24:00.000-07:00

i wanna cry..
i'll remain down iv i didn't..
so wad i need now is to

CRYOUTLOUD..

i need a shoulder
to rely on..
bt,haha..
what a joke..
i nev found one..

2010-03-26T07:30:00.000-07:00

i hate it when u leave me hangin..

Zhewei~~~ 25/3

2010-03-24T07:44:00.000-07:00

bloody vampire vs cute angel

hiakhiakhiak..
no matter wad..
i'll always love u~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

XOXO.

2010-03-23T04:01:00.000-07:00

smile my way once more...

dats HARD..

2010-03-18T08:53:00.000-07:00

my head is bursting..
pressure is on me..
wad imma gonna do????????

i hate it!!!!damn!!! =[

Yesterday

2010-03-06T09:31:00.000-08:00

I just can't believe you're gone
Still waiting for morning to come
Wanna see if the sun will rise
Even without you by my side

When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it I'm reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart
In my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday

You always used to say
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or at least how the story goes
But I never believed them till now

I know I'll see you again, I'm sure
No, it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night, one more day
One more smile on your face
But they can't take yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last forever
But it wasn't our destiny
Coz in my mind we had so much time
But I was so wrong
No, I can't believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away but they can never have yesterday

All the broken dreams, take everything
But they can never have yesterday

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN...

2010-03-04T07:55:00.000-08:00

but im sensing something wrong is happening in me..
i feel weird..

2010-03-01T08:31:00.000-08:00

*sniffs*

haiz..dunno y im lidat..
i dun wan this to happen..f..=x

2010-02-27T09:14:00.000-08:00

r u feelin okay??
realli wanna know how r u now..
couldnt contact u these few days cuz i noe u'll be busy..
lol~
kinda miss tokin to u..xD
hmm..don't know wad more i can say..
juz..
be strong..
u have us supportin u behind ur back~ =]

Love is never lost.
If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.

XOXO.

Why did I fall for you when you just keep falling for her?

2010-02-25T07:47:00.000-08:00

It's hard to live alone,

its hard to choose someone to love,

but the hardest part of falling is to admit that

you have fallen in love with someone

you didn't mean to love from the start...

If I could be anyone at this moment,
I'd be her so you'd love me too.

2010-02-22T06:56:00.000-08:00

I want to be remembered

as the one who always smiles

even when her heart is broken,

And the one who would

always brighten up your day

Even when she couldn’t

brighten up her own

I'm sorry for crying over you,
because I said I wouldn't.
But I didn't promise you that,
because I knew it would be a promise
I would never be able to keep.

2010-02-21T07:34:00.000-08:00

yooo!!!!!!darling ooooonnnnnnngggggg eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tttttteeeeeeeeennnnnggggg!!!!!!!!
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN YEA!!!!
MANY HAPPY RETURNS OV D DAY!!!

no moody moody d liao har..xD

paiseh no present..=x

XOXO.

Could u at look me in the eye..n tell me you're happy?

2010-02-20T08:03:00.000-08:00

guess u cant..
dont force yourself iv u arent really happy..
bt juz dont do dat type ov stp stuff..
u noe i'll be mad..
u noe i'm worried..
u noe dat i care alot abt u..

i hate ppl who hides secrets behind my back..
hate ppl who dont luv their lives..

do u hav any idea how much ur friends n family care for u?
they care for u alot..
way more than u've expected..

ishkk..
how i wished dat im by ur side everytime u need me,
lendin u my shoulder,
wipin off ur tears..

I rather this was happenin to me..

蒙

2010-02-19T09:45:00.000-08:00

是白天?
是夜晚?
我再也分不清楚..
眼前的一切,
都是这么的模糊..
我,
分辨不了对错..
笔直的路,
一瞬间出现了分岔,
令我一时来不及做出任何选择...

2010-02-19T09:02:00.000-08:00

i seriously think i want a pair of contact lenses!!!

Anyone?xD

XOXO.

14/2/10

2010-02-14T07:19:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

featuring..MY CAP!!!

2010-02-13T04:58:00.000-08:00

see?MY cap..n my VALENTINE present..lol..hahha..

playin wif it..xD [u wan me take pic eh har ;p]

im sleepin wif it oso..hahaha..gam dong hor???xD

n for sure,
i gave this..
>
>>
>>>
>>>>

lyk it??

XOXO.

2010-02-09T07:18:00.000-08:00

am looking life..
in a positive way..

i realized dat i have loads of friends behind my back,
supportin me for watever choice i made..
was..
no,
am..
touched,
gam donngg..xD

thanks to u all,people!!!

last but not least,
IM LOVIN MY LIFE NOW!!!*woots*

XOXO.

2010-01-29T04:42:00.000-08:00

那个正哭泣的女孩,
答应自己与关心她的人,
哭完了这一次,
就不会再为她哭,
让女孩这一次哭个痛快吧…

不想看到你,

看到你会让我心痛..

不想提到你,

提起你会让我心酸..

不想听到你的名字,

听了会流泪..

[请再给我一些时间

我会很努力地

放弃你,

把你忘掉…]

爱,为什么...

2010-01-23T08:39:00.000-08:00

"她已不在我身边,
她不再陪伴我了,
以我的直觉,
我早已失去她...
她,
也早就离开我了..."

爱,
为什么要在最关键的时刻,
才肯说出口?

爱,
为什么在想挽回的时候,
才发现来不及了?

爱,
为什么在想逃避的时候,
偏偏找上门来?

爱,
为什么...?

路是自己选的,

路当然自己承受..

爱,

本来就会痛..

不管多痛,

我还是会继续爱着..

new clothes for 2010

2010-01-23T03:13:00.000-08:00

this is one l8 post..
couldnt on9 for d past few days..
skul days r realli hectic..
im sooo nt havin time to have a reallyy good rest..=.=

last sunday,
i went to qb wif my cousin n HER cousin(whom i dun realli noe) to shop for my new year clothes..(juz mine cuz they've bought theirs i think)
us 3 gals walkin d whole queens fr lyk 12-10???
freakin 10 hours ov shoppin..
i was tryin clothes piece by piece wif them throwin clothes for me..
i think ive tried almost 50-60 pieces dat day..lol
many shopkeepers shot us d look ov 'waddahell?arent u buyin anythin??' after us returnin them d clothes..
guess wad??
i juz bought 2..
of all d clothes,
i JUZ BOUGHT 2..
kinda disssapointed but theres ntg i can do abt it..
whose fault it is?
MINE..
for being TOO FAT..=.=

down there wil be sum pics i took durin d tryin session..

i wan this bt it cost me too much..T.T

i lykie this singlet..xD

fat aye?i needa go on diet..

at last,
TADAAA..
d 2 i bought..

gimme comments folks..=)

XOXO.

画沙的其中一段..我喜欢

2010-01-16T03:05:00.000-08:00

用手中的流沙畫一個你呀

曾說過的永遠我們一定不會擦

我的青春開始在喧嘩

因為大聲說愛你而沙啞

用手中流沙輕描著你的臉頰

也答應說好的未來絕不會重畫

許過的承諾我就不會再去拿

因為我愛你呀

爱..假的

2010-01-16T02:11:00.000-08:00

只因我爱得太多太多

不想你多说多说

不想放开你的双手

看见你对我冷淡

是否身边多了个她?

你的爱与关怀

我失去了吗?

你的微笑

只因她而存在

我们的过去

只剩一片空白

你所谓的承诺

此刻变得无效

遗弃在一旁

机会给了你

一次又一次

却把我伤得更深…

因为大声说爱你而沙哑

=.=

2010-01-08T08:44:00.000-08:00

i think its u changing,
but u dont seem to care..

my heart's aching inside,
but never in my mind to show it to u..

so u think im still standing,
but actually im already falling down..
way down..

i know im selfish,
to want u pay more attention on me..
but do u?
no,u dont..

if u dont understand me,
then dont act as if u did..
im sick of this mess..

images n images ov us,
fading n fading,
each n everyday..

n how do u react?
leavin me here alone,
pickin up these scattered memories..
dats wad u did..

really,
i think wad im doing now is crap,
but i still wanna do it either..

stupid,isnt it?
yea..stupid me..

damn..
hate this..

she wished ur not there,
to see her cryin;
she wished ur not there,
to see her dyin..

XOXO.

2010-01-02T02:48:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DELYN DARR!!!
Selamat Hari Jadi!!!
生日快乐!!!
Saeng il chuk ha ham ni da!!!
Otanjou-bi Omedetou Gozaimasu!!!

p.s. no better pics than this liao..paiseh har..
see..dats when u din gimme ur pics,
i dun hav a nice pic ov urs..xp

XOXO.

2010-01-02T01:31:00.000-08:00

b'dae present fr delyn,zhewei,bei n mei yuan..thankyouuuu ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ xDanother present fr delyn dar..

I ♥ U darrr..

no choice..other fingers cant wear..xp

XOXO.

Another fad ov mine..Kim Hyun Joong

2010-01-01T00:33:00.001-08:00

iv Kim Bum's 1st,
then he'll be 2nd..
Ji Hoo will be sumone i would wan to love..xD

I LOVE YOU TOO,KIM HYUN JOONG!!!

XOXO.

Kim Bum ♥

2009-12-31T23:54:00.000-08:00

was watchin Boys Over Flowers during d laz few days ov holidays..
this boy caught my eye..
luv his smile,
luv to see him actin..
will be sad to see him cry..
although i noe its juz part ov d drama..

P.S. I LOVE YOU, SOO YI JUNG!!!!

XOXO.

2009-12-31T09:52:00.000-08:00

K2A RAWKZZZ <3

its gonna be year 2010 now..
buhbyes 2009!!
n buhbye k2A..
m gonna miss u guys alot..*tears cumin out*

havin sum words for my besties in k2A..

Sam..
we've been in d same cls for 2 years now..
too bad we cant make it a 3..
wished u would be in d same cls as mine..
gonna miss u lotxx..
darr forever~~

Delyn..
when i 1st saw u..
woah..u're damn quiet la..so cool..jeez =.=
dunno y i can make fwens wif sumone lyk u..
who brought us 2gether??i realli wanna noe..
bt thx for everything u did this year..
realli gonna miss u alot..
btw..
dun emo agn..
couldnt bear seein u sad..

Zhewei..
幸福的小孩..steven gorr~~
hahaha..knew u since drama competition..
nvr thought will be d same cls as urs..
u did sum stuff dat i've nvr imagine u'd be doin it..
thx alot..dat made me gam dong niaa..
BFF~

Ama..
i missed ur voice
missed ur laughter..
missed ur cute acts sooo much..
hahaha..
wish ama 心永远都那么年轻可爱..xD

Joey..
hmm..fwens since kindy yea..
gt 11 years d huh??
best competitor..xD
keep up our friendship for d next 20,30,40..
jiayouzzz!!!

Xinying..
siao kia..best kisser..
hahahah..
dun think u'll be readin this..
bt im gonna tok abt u oso..
thx for being my lover this year..
thx for everything..
thx thx thx..xp

Mimi..
hmm..fwens since primary skul..
bt this year we seem closer d..
wish d followin years we'll be closer n closer..
summore..
result so good for wad huh?!
hahahaha..jkjk larr..
keep up d gud work!!!xD

Chiaying..
luv u for being our cls monitor..
hahaha..dang loudspeaker!!!
too bad u cant be in d same cls as us..
wait for year 2011..we'll reunite for sure!!!

Qing Ling..
another dang loudspeaker in our cls..lol..
dun realli noe u till we got till f1 ay?
hahaha..
d one who will owayz be seen wif ama..=]

Luen Gui..
thinnest in our cls..
thin bt clever..
gao perli lo..hahah..jkjk

Vivi..
laz time u gave me d impression ov a shy n quiet girl..
bt now..
u changed a lot..
ur becumin more n more active..
it's a good thing..=)

Sharel..
siao siao eh..
gao 制造气氛..
sam's darr..
huiyor..
next time harr..do ur hw kay??
especially maths..xD

Bei..
best singer n songwriter..
jiayouzz in ur upcoming songs..
support u forever!!!

Mei Yuan..
sumone who lyk huggies..
hahahha..
yay!!next year can still blow ur flute..xD

thx to u guys..
i had a vry memorable f2 life..
i love u guys..
hope dat we'll still be bez frens even sum ov us will be goin to other clses..
K2A hwaiting!!!

XOXO.

2009-12-28T04:51:00.000-08:00

BEFORE

AFTER

juz cut my hair ytd..
waliao..damn short eh man!!!
i missed my old hair..T.T

XOXO.

2009-12-24T21:41:00.000-08:00

it gives us comfort
when we're down;
brings us warmth
without a sound;
pleasant aromas
flood our senses
whenever it's around...

buahhahhaha..ZheWei dar..
thankyou for writin this especially for me..
luv it lotxxx..x]

XOXO.

2009-12-24T08:59:00.000-08:00

im currently in love with u~~~♥♥♥♥

XOXO.

2009-12-24T08:46:00.000-08:00

♫♪ Joy to the world

fa la la la♫♪

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

gonna celebrate with BOF this year..

♥ Kim Bum ♥
♥ Xiah ♥
♥ JaeJoong ♥

luv y'all..

muahxxx

XOXO.

Thank You..

2009-12-21T05:35:00.000-08:00

here imma gonna say thank you to:
delyn..
for sendin me a sms wishin me hapi b'dae,a wish in fb,a wish on msn,n a wish in my blog..there r 4+1(hotmail) in total..thankyou..

zhewei..
for singin me a b'dae song when im alone..luv it!!!muakzz

joey..
for wishin me in msn..

sam[samantha],cy[chia ying],sha[sharel] n yf[yir fang] dar..
for sms-in me hapi b'dae..xD

ama,xy n QL..
for wishin me in fb..

mama..
for sms-in me hapi b'dae even when u nearly forgot..xp

my fwens..
who wished me in msn,fb n all..

all bandmates n seniors..
for wishin me hapi b'dae..

iv i missed any ov u..
pls tell me..
btw..

THANKYOU ALL..xD

XOXO.

Band Anniversay 21/12/09.

2009-12-21T01:45:00.000-08:00

juz bac fr Langkawi ytd..

changed a lot man!!!
hmm..bt im nt gonna tok abt my Langkawi trip now..
back to anniversary..

okay..erhem-hem..*clears throat*
today is our band's anniversary..
gonna miss u f5s!!!
this anniversary started wif an intro ov me n ee kim..
we're doin d commercials..
watch 'silent mobile' in youtube..
dats our commercial..xD

nt much abt our performances..
bt im gonna giv Jiayi d best actress ov d year!!!
she acts damn well..
three cheers!!!

hmm..
then we went out to cut cake n hav lunch..
after d cake cuttin..
jo came n wish me hapi b'dae..
then she came n touch my face..
then i oni realised..
she was puttin cream on my face!!
ishk..haha..

l8r was d games session..
had loads ov fun..
then we gather together to see d slide show lee xiang n yusien made..
damn touching..
jo actually cried..
me too..lol..

after d gan3 yan2..
we were given time to take pics n giv gifts..
took quite a lot ov pics..
too bad cant walk bac wif jo..
dunno when can lidat walk bac d..T.T

miss nanrou..xD

Jo n Ee Jin..givin us some speech..

all snatching lollipops..

miss Jaiyi Lim..

chai chai..wif jo's cammie

me wif trumpeters..

jo n me..

jo wif euphoniums..

percussionists!!!

lolli lolli lollipop..xD

lollys in my hands..

mc ov d day..

joella..ella..xD

jo..cute niaa..

jo's way ov lickin lollipop..

last time jo teachin..xp

XOXO.

14/12/09.

2009-12-13T07:40:00.000-08:00

hmm..
hmmm..
hmmmm..
hmmmmm..
hmmmmmm..
hmmmmm..
hmmmm..
hmmm..
hmm..

wad im gonna say?
I'M DEAD MEAT!!!
another day we're gonna perform in front ov our seniors for band anniversary..
gotta kayaoz man!!!

went to choon ying's hse today to practice for our piano performance..
it's a duet!!!
bt then..
i think d duet is too short so i'm thinkin ov addin a solo for it..
so..
maybe imma gonna add a new song!!! =]

now is ald 12.02 am..
so im gonna state it as 'today'
l8r gonna wake up at 7 smtg n get ready to go ee kim's hse..
we gotta hurry fin out cf d..
iv nt..
hmm..
dunno wad will happen to us..=x

these few days will be EXTREMELY BUSY..
so paiseh iv no updates..
7 days to my b'dae..

*woots*

Delyn:
iv ur readin this..
sry cuz din reply u..
these few day kip sms'in my band members then dowan waste $ sms u d..
paisehxx ar..
luv u..muahxx

ps.any comments for wad im gonna wear dat day???

may luck be by my side.

XOXO.

10 Dec 09. 2.38 a.m.

2009-12-09T10:50:00.000-08:00

Two together becums ONE..

this time n date..
sumones gotta rmb it for life!!!
cuz u met ur first love, ur DEAR!!!!!

lol..
cum to think ov it..
i took part in givin u advice,ay?xD
actually it's an advice dat i think everyone ov us shud noe..
it's like this:
this is d age dat we're growing..
iv u think u shud, then go for it,
cuz maybe u'll end up questionin urself..
"y didn't i do dat dat time??"
n start regrettin..
we don't hav much time..
2012s cumin..
we hav to do wad we wanted,wad we loved before it's too late..
juz DON'T neglect ur studies..
[wad i mean doesn't include in stuff like takin drugs or wadsoeva]

last bt nt least..
congratz to u..
my dar fwen..
nt 'dear'..
'DEAR' is especially juz for him..rite??xD
juz rmb..
i'll support u no matter wad..
wadeva it takes,
u still hav a bunch ov fwens who loves u behind ur back..

so..
START ENJOYING UR LOVE LIFE!!!

XOXO.

B.A.C.K.

2009-12-08T08:24:00.000-08:00

I'm back!!!
so long i din update my blog d..
obviously,my holidays r damn bored..
full of boredom..-.-
juz wait till this sat..
my band practice will start soon n i'll be blacker than any of u!! xp

bt thx to chiaying,
she introduced to me abt blogshops..
n im spending my mornin lookin at those blogs..
wanted sum stuff..
but i din buy anything..
thrifty me.. xD

recently,
i've been playing pet society..
sum say it's lame..-.-
okay..
it's quite lame..
bt without dat how i'm gonna pass my time??
[I NEED STUFF!!!THOSE WHO'RE NOT PLAYIN ANYMORE PLS GIMME ALL UR STUFF!!!]

been watchin 'We Got Married'
it was like 8 random celebs being paired together n act as newlywed partners..
it was fun to see d celebs in their real lifes..
hilarious..buahahahah..
they're those who keep my nites alive..
thx..muahxxx

hmm..
12 DAYS TO MY B'DAE!!!
actually i'm nt realli lookin forward abt it..
cuz i dun think i'll get pressies..
it's a holiday marr..
where gt ppl cum knocking ur door to wish u hapi b'dae on a holiday???

anyways..
my b'dae is also band's anniversary n farewell..
quite excited abt it..
bt at d same time..
i'm gettin nervous..
u see..
i'm responsible for a commercial..
BT I HAVEN START PREPARING!!! [HOW A???!!!!!]
gud luck to me..LOLx

guys!!!
3 more weeks we'll be seeing each other!!!
i'm lookin forward to it!!!
gawsh..
I'M MISSIN U GUYS LIKE HELL!!!

XOXO.

Antique Bakery

2009-12-04T05:45:00.000-08:00

Kinda bored today..
modem abit kisiao..
bt i managed to get it right..=)

watched a BL movie today..
Antique Bakery..
all abt cakes n BL..
d cakes were lookin oh-so-delicious!!!
as for d boys..
there were hotties!!!
kyaa~~

casts..
Joo Ji Hoon as Kim Jin Hyeok
Kim Jae Wook as Min Seon Woo
Yoo Ah In as Yang Ki Beom
Choi Ji Ho as Nam Soo Yeong

trailer..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZ6sfmhikJ4&feature=related

Why do people want cake in their happiest moments?

I'm not sure but life may be a cycle of pain and bad memories.

That's probably why people look for cake when their happy.

Since life is a bitter thing,

we try to make our joys even sweeter...

XOXO.

Gurney hangout wif Xinying n Joey..

2009-11-29T21:49:00.001-08:00

few days din do bloggin d..
partly busy..
n partly cuz my great granpa passed away..T.T
安息吧..

get back to main point..
ytd,me,Xinying n Joey went to Gurney to watch 2012..
our actual plan was to tryout sum formal dresses..
then have lunch n watch 2012..
but it ended up wif us takin pics in d fiting room..
scroll down n u'll see it..=)

hmm.. i had a chicken n cheese paratha(fr Hot n' Roll) n a coffee cake(fr Winter Warmers)..
Winter Warmers suck blood eh..
food so expensive..=.=

then 2012..
so damn fkin good!!!
luv it lots..
Xinying n Joey said i watch till gan chiong..hahax..
actually there r sum parts which r realli touchin..
nearly cried..

ntg much to write..
here r sum ov d picas..

Winter Warmer's coffee cake..=)

XOXO.

Hapi B'dae!!!

2009-11-27T03:29:00.000-08:00

HAPI B'DAE QING LING!!!
LUV U..muakzzz <3

XOXO.

N.E.W. M.O.O.N.

2009-11-26T01:07:00.000-08:00

arent these posters hottt??<3

NEW MOON IS OUT!!
I MEAN OUT IN D CINES!!!
excited isnt it??!
cant wait to watch it!!!

im nt feelin well..
so..
this is a short post..
argh!!
m hatin this!!!
gotta go back to bed..T.T
bye folks..

XOXO.

I wish..

2009-11-25T02:28:00.000-08:00

i wish to paint myself white n camouflage behind d walls..
so no one can see me cry..

i wish to build a high high wall..
so no one can cum into my heart..
n hurt me once more..

i wish to cram up my muscles,
make it so pain..
dat i wont feel my heart aching inside..

i wish to fill up all my time doin useless stuff..
so i wont have time to think abt u..

i wish to fake my smile every moment im wif u..
so u cant feel my heart cryin inside..

i wish..i wish..

XOXO.

Confusing?!

2009-11-23T08:20:00.000-08:00

love stabs her heart lyk this..

isn't love confusing?
a moment she said she loved her..
the nex moment another one avoided,
n started tokin abt other stuff..
n u know wad?
this hurts d gal who confessed..
it hurts her deeply inside..

d gal hav d courage to confess..
y dont d another gal respond to her?
at least tell her d answer..
whether its a 'yes' or a 'no'..
AT LEAST..
d gal noes her answer..
n noes wad to do next..

sum..
wanted to love sumone..
bt cant..
so they live in misery everyday..
they din dare to confess..
because they couldnt afford to lose d other one..
couldnt afford to think dat they cant be frens anymore iv they confessed..

others..
dun even noe when they're being loved..
n dun even appreciate d love given..
they nvr care..
for wad d other sacrificed for them..
how many times a day d other one was thinkin abt them..
how many times d other one feelin down n blue..
because he/she din reply their msgs..

THEY NEVER DID CARE.. =X

XOXO.

Penang Bridge Marathon

2009-11-22T08:27:00.000-08:00

gt up damn early today morning..
woke up at 3.30 bt went back to slp till my alarm clock ring at 4am..
reached ama's hse at omost 5 n wait for QL cum fetch us..
she was l8 so we reach queensbay omost at 5.45,which was quite l8 ady..

i actually tot d 10km thing was nt vry far..
bt realli,it was FAR..
vry vry far..
my muscles were aching when i reach d finishin point..
luckily i gt d medal..haha..

then me,ama,xinying n QL went n sit outside queensbay..
took pics ov xinying,ama n QL..
n of course,im d photographer as usual..
QL went home earlier as the other 3 ov us hav to wait for our family members to finish d fun run..
guess wad we saw??
2 DIGIMANS!!!
all YELLOW!!!

after meetin wif my cousins,
we went to d fair to get sum drinks n stuff..
since Digi was giving out Julie's biscuits,
me n my cousins began stuffin our bags wif those biscuits..
went bac n counted them all..
total we gt...30 smtg packets ov biscuits!!!LOL..

gt bac to my grandma's hse n then,
feelin drowsy,
i went to slp..
it was already 1pm when my dad came to fetch me..
reached home,
i straightaway lay down n my sofa n began sleepin AGN..
woken up by my mum at omost 5..
they took me to BM juz to eat 'bak kut teh'..
slp d whole way ther n bac..
guess i was vry vry vry tired..zzz

reached home at 11.30 lidat..
i think i slp too much today..
now i was nt feelin sleepy..
how m i gonna slp l8r??:x

Yir Fang:
iv ur readin this..
sry cuz i cant go out wif u guys 2mr..
nex time la..paiseh ar..@.@

me n Xinying in ama's hse..behind dat was ama..

d 2 DIGIMANS!!! cheese~

XOXO.

Waseda Brass Band

2009-11-21T05:36:00.000-08:00

went to band prac as usual..
gt scolded by mum early in the morn..
cuz i haven gt my race packs..
no race packs=no marathon..
so she keep liam-ing..
this made me fan3 chang2..
marched wrongly today..
paiseh nia..=x

prac ends a lil early today..
and so,
we get ready to go see d japanese brass band---Waseda Brass Band!!!

laughed alot today..
hahahahahha..
stil cant help feelin hapi now..=)
us all lu4 chi1 walk rounds n rounds in prangin mall n finally reached audi A..
we're a lil lil late..
n we gt a place to sit..
bt it was so corner-in that we cant see d whole stage..

d first part was ok..
d music is so soothin dat i cant help feelin sleepy..zzz
then it was d rest part..
we went to d front row to get a better view of d band..
then kena complain by a few ah peks in front ov us..
they said:"P.C.G.H.S...penang chinese girls' high school..bla bla bla.."
bt we sit ther,
nt botherin abt wad they say..

then,
a lao yi cum to us..
complainin dat we shouldnt sit other ppls place,
l8r ppl cant sit n started blabberin..
summore say till "how ur teacher teach u in skul eh har??"
this made sum ov us pissed..
then we sat back to our usual place,
stil scoldin them in our hearts..blah!!

d second part is A.W.E.S.O.M.E.
luv it!!!
d band is playin d exciting songs n i get over-excited..
d bass is sooooooo S.T.R.O.N.G.
three cheers to d tuba!!!
nt missin euphonium n trombones..
LUV U ALL!!!

addition to dat,
a woman playin voilin n percussion caught my attention straight away..
she is soo into d music dat she is makin expressions n omost dancin to d beat ov d music..
luv her instantly!!

n..
d conducter was d best!!!
he can dance n conduct at d same time..
it was fun watchin him conduct..

we all stand up when d concert finish..
it was DAMN GOOD..
i wanna watch them agn nex year!!!

gotta go sleep n get energized for 2mr's marathon..
gud luck to me!!!
nitezzz..

1st pic in d lift..i was stim..hahax

Yi Han,Amanda,Gaik Sean,Kai Wen,Jing Ning n me=)

Waseda Brass Band!!!

XOXO.

...

2009-11-20T08:04:00.000-08:00

okayy..
now im hatin this..
i dunno how..
n i dunno y..
bt i'm sumhow gettin jealous over sumbody..

dun care..dowan to care..
*keep on hypnotizin*
aargh!!
can't i juz get over this?!!

i wanna..
forget all abt this..
start my new life..
without u..
i've been livin on with this for a long long time..
n now it's d time i let everything go..

it's a maybe dat i'm gonna..
cry myself to slp tonite..
brainwash myself so i can forget u..
avoid anything dat has connection wif u..
juz avoid it..

dats all i can do..

XOXO.

20/11/09

2009-11-20T06:01:00.000-08:00

hey guys..a lil down..
cuz its laz day ov skul..
m startin to miss K2A now..

a bit buzy today in countin our cls fund..
i nearly went mad findin coins to giv everyone else..
bt i wanna be treasurer agn nex year!!!
weird me..@.@

juz now laz period ov skul..
d 2 pandus started singin..
actually is me who started singin bei's 朋友之歌..
then i cant control my tears n it eventually cums out..
stp me!!sia sui niaa..T.T
luckily no one noticed..=)

gals..
i wanna hangout..
when u all hav time??
gimme ans plssssss..

Zhewei:
sumones hapi cuz her '...' tok to her agn lol..
congratz to her..=)

XOXO.

19/11/09

2009-11-19T06:01:00.000-08:00

Holaa!!!
im here..>.<
nt feelin tired AT ALL after all d activities today..
still feelin energized..LOL
great day..luv it..
nex time we shud go out more often gals..
gonna tell u guys abt today..

First,
i went Gurney early today to buy sumone's present..
went to memory lane,bt couldnt find anything nice..
then went up to d ground floor..
gt shocked cuz saw sam n her grp includin mang,kai rou n xi jin..
they're 10 mins EARLIER..
nan2 de2 aaa..xD

then we saw alice..
she's nt puttin make-up today..jian3 dan1 jiu4 shi4 mei3..
she follow us n we went up,stil lookin for d present..
walked into various shops n stop by d lu4 bian1 tan1..
then sam they al luan3-ing hungry so they went to McD for lunch..
me n alice,nt feelin hungry,walked around 1st b4 meetin them agn..
bought my BIG earrings for RM4..to me,it's cheap..
laz time they sell me for RM8 a pair..

l8r,we went bac to McD..
ate sum fries n set off to Red Box..
1st song sung by alice..
it was wayy too nice..<3
then we all went crazy in our room44..
sang bc n bi songs..
n saw Lady Gaga's mv..
DAMN HOT!!!
oh my oh my..

finished our singin sessions at 4pm..
walked up to lvl 7,
cy they al went to buy tickets while me n alice went to one ov d lu4 bian1 tan1 n..
voila~~
i saw wad im gonna buy for her!!!
asked al ov them for comments then finally bought d present..^^

after a while,we started separatin grps..
me,sze jin,mang n alice went to shop while cy,sam n kai rou playin in d arcade..
went to find xin wei's present..
then went into Padini..
lookin at d acessories..
n finally,alice bought her watch..
it cost her 29 smtg bt sumhow shes hapi with wad she bought..
im hapi for her..=)

after sendin sze jin bac,
went straight to SnJ to buy d star paper..
then head to Vince n co. n buy Zhewei's earrings..
damn cheap..RM2 for 2 pairs..
other shops tiok dun hav lidat cheap stuff..xp
l8r went to Popular..
sim tia niaa..
my RM2.90 fly away d..T.T

then juz b4 my mum reach home,
i got home..
dat means im early..=]

too bad cant go watch 2012 with u guys..
realli sry bt i hav tuition..
nex time la..

qi1 dai4-ing for d next trip..
btw,
spent RM19.40 today..
to me,its less than d other days..xD

ps. pics will be added in another day..
haven't got it fr cy n kairou..=)

XOXO.

18/11/09

2009-11-18T07:26:00.000-08:00

erhem..juz now d post is for Sam..
now it's abt my day..
today..
noe sum of my marks..soso nia..
its 3 days to hol..
gonna miss u guys..T.T

let's tok abt sumthing hapi..
me gonna go gp 2mr!!!yay!!!
this is gonna be a short post cuz ntg to write..

to sumone:
dun oways emo over her la..
open ur eyes bigger..
u hav us..not juz her..

lastly,
SPM-ers gambateh yea!!

XOXO.

Tribute for Sam..

2009-11-18T06:18:00.000-08:00

haha..Sam..this is for u..
ehem..

XOXO.

Tribute for Delyn..

2009-11-17T06:48:00.000-08:00

Shiba Inu

Tribute for Delyn..gan dong harrr??? >.<

XOXO.

You rocked my world..

updates

16.7

hey..will YOU ever read this post?

It's just another night....when i'm missing you

post MYE

i miss you.

music exchange.

Crap.

S

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毕业典礼

i miss those days

i'm not crying

假动作

【怎麼開始忘了】張芸京 + 林隆璇

Trip to KL~ 10/7/10

pics for drum battle

phone call in d evening..=p

Thats what friends are for =p

That Should Be Me~

UPDATE.

Justin Bieber - Baby {for hui pin}xDD

郭静 - 知道

听...海哭的声音

Zhewei~~~ 25/3

Yesterday

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN...

Why did I fall for you when you just keep falling for her?

Could u at look me in the eye..n tell me you're happy?

蒙

14/2/10

featuring..MY CAP!!!

爱,为什么...

new clothes for 2010

画沙的其中一段..我喜欢

爱..假的

=.=

Another fad ov mine..Kim Hyun Joong

Kim Bum ♥

it gives us comfortwhen we're down;brings us warmthwithout a sound;pleasant aromasflood our senseswhenever it's around...

♫♪ Joy to the world

fa la la la♫♪

Thank You..

Band Anniversay 21/12/09.

14/12/09.

10 Dec 09. 2.38 a.m.

B.A.C.K.

Antique Bakery

Gurney hangout wif Xinying n Joey..

Hapi B'dae!!!

N.E.W. M.O.O.N.

I wish..

Confusing?!

Penang Bridge Marathon

Waseda Brass Band

...

20/11/09

19/11/09

18/11/09

Tribute for Sam..

Tribute for Delyn..

it gives us comfort
when we're down;
brings us warmth
without a sound;
pleasant aromas
flood our senses
whenever it's around...